In the Beginning...
Life has been extremely busy for me lately, work, dogs, errands, friends, trying to find time to answer email - but not very successful this past week (I'm sorry)... but you don't want to hear about that, and I am not a good fibber, so I decide I would answer the most common question I get asked by my fans and members!
"How in the world did you get started doing Amateur Porn"?
Ha ha... its actually a very interesting story (giggle)
In 2002, I owned a business, and in the same shopping plaza was a photo studio, and I had hired the photographer/owner to do some work for my company. We hit it off, and eventually became friends.
One Friday afternoon, I invited him to lunch, and he said he couldn't make it, he was leaving work early that day to get some things for a party he was having that night at his home, and invited me to join. I accepted the offer, and then he proceeded to tell me, that it wasn't like a real party... (giggle) he was having some models over, to do some photo shoots, and there were several people coming in from out of town with some cars and motorcycles as well for the photo props. I asked him, if there would be food and beer, he said "ya", I said Ill be there! (ha ha)
He then tells me that there may be some sexual activity, I was then a little nervous! Ha ha.. What the hell, there would be "models" there, and I had a product to sell, it would be free advertising, so I decided to go ahead and join the get together.
I arrived, and immediately was welcomed, everyone was so friendly, and I sat around and drank beer and chatted up a storm with the "models" in between their photo shoots. They were having so much fun, and just so confident and happy and free... and I just clicked with one of the girls, after going on and on, how good her homemade fiesta dip was, Ill never forget it, she is standing in front of me nakid and I am writing down the recipe for it on the back of a ATM slip in my purse. I think we talked about the dip for about 30 minutes, that's what happens after you drink to much (ha ha)
After a few hours, watching the "porn stars" do their photo shoots, my new friend gave me the website to see her work, guess what, the website was to here, Southern Charms! Yup, my new found friends were all models here, and I thought they were just the coolest bunch of girls I had ever met.
Several weeks had past, and I was now on the invite list to their little social gatherings, and they kept asking when I was going to join them. I always politely said, No thanks!
Well, one night I had gotten completely trashed, and decided I wanted to take a few photos, nothing too revealing, just some sexy photos for my own keeping. I told everyone to go inside, and NOT to watch me, I was embarrassed, ha ha... so they all went inside, and the camera man started clicking away... I looked up, and there in the kitchen window was about 15 heads all trying to get a peak of me, and all started cheering and yelling "Take It Off"! Ill never forget that! The photos were only topless, however it was my first time ever doing such a thing, and it took me about a week to put the CD in my computer to look at the photos, I was embarrassed for MYSELF... (giggle)
I poured myself a glass of wine, lighted up a cigarette, and my heart raced as I looked at the photos... once I saw them, I thought, hey I don't look that bad, maybe if my eyes were not so glossy from having a few too many beers!
So that is the beginning, and with each social I was invited to I got a little more daring each time, and then next thing you know, my charm friends FINALLY talked me into joining Southern Charms, and my site would have been live for 3 years, next month - the week of 4th of July!
I met my friends 4 years ago, and many of them are now some of my most cherished relationships. Its funny how life works, if I had not attended that party and had been close minded, I would have missed out on so many wonderful adventures and some really awesome friendships!
Prior to meeting my new friends, I was very close-minded, did not have any self confidence, did not feel pretty or sexy, and was very nervous about what people thought of me. Now, I am so over it, and refuse to be around judgmental people, those who you have to always be "politically correct" around, and conservative - only to prove yourself and get acceptance. Nah, I think Ill just hang with my friends where I can be myself, a wild a free spirit - and then I can enjoy each and every day... and not have to put on an act when amongst different groups of "friends".
Now, if I could only convert the woman at the office to be a little more open minded, I would be all set - ha ha... they enjoy the "water cooler gossip" to much, and its usually about ME! Hey, if I am that important to be the main topic of gossip everyday, because of my short skirts, that's not so bad! I have been called worse ... (giggle) If I ever resign from the company, Ill have a Resignation Party at my home, and invite all my fun girlfriends, maybe I can open their eyes to how much fun life CAN be if you just live a little ... ha ha...
